He sexually abused me...

Dear abundance tribe, I am sharing another excerpt from my book. You can get that book on preorder only on Amazon via www.ideyforyou.com/bcba

“I remembered everything. I remember how he love bombed me at the begining. How he would take me out. How he would buy me lingerie. He never bought me a book. But he would buy me bras and pants. I remember how he would buy me food. I remember how he would make me feel good in bed. Our sex life was intense. But every time outside the bedroom was a nightmare. I remember the trauma bond. How he would call me beautiful names when we were intimate in bed, and just after that, he would curse me in the kitchen while I am packing the children’s lunch boxes. Just few hours apart. I remember everything. I remember how he would look me in the eyes, while we are seated on the love seat in our living room,  stretch out his pointer, and call me stupid. I remember everything. There was invalidation. There was hovering. There was gaslighting.”

I recall that he also sent me this message despite to tell me how much he missed fucking me while he was also cursing me in other messages.

It was clear what I meant to him. A SEX TOY. He was sexually abusive, but I thought we were in love.

Today, I wish to teach you about sexual abuse. I recorded a YouTube video and Podcast on that.

Watch here:

Listen here: https://anchor.fm/bisola-mariam/episodes/What-is-sexual-abuse-e1fsqia

I need to say this: sometimes, what you need to get out a toxic relationship, is not to get out, to determine how to get out.

How do you get out without clarity?

That is why I want you to get the clarity of vision program.

I will be 30 years old this year, and I will be hosting 30 friends on May 31st! I also would wish to use this event to raise funds for the ideyforyou empowerment event for domestic violence survivors.

Your friend,

Bisola-Mariam