My body wanted him, but...
“After a good night out, Kem and I returned to my apartment with dinner in hand. We sat down on my loveseat and talked for hours. We were locked in time, as we could not stop looking at each other as we ate from separate plates.
That night, I was calm. Kem’s presence made me calm. His presence made me feel safe. I always wished that every time we met, our time together led to us getting more intimate. I wished that Kem just had the balls to say “let’s fuck, girl!”.
I also wished that I had the balls to seduce him and make him sleep with me. Well, he was too much of a good boy. I probably had some good girl genes in me.”
My body wanted sex, an easy way to become addicted to Kem. But I could not bring myself to have what my body wanted.
Today, I wish to teach you about sexual addiction, a form of behavioral addiction.
I made a YouTube video and Podcast here.
Watch here:
Listen here: https://anchor.fm/bisola-mariam/episodes/Sex-addiction-e1hdne0
After 12 months, I have learned that sexual addiction is a coping mechanism for many people. And I no longer judge people. Healing is one way for people to come out of their addictions.
How do you know how to set new habits, if you don’t have clarity?
The clarity of vision workshop is for you.
My birthday is May 31st, and I am really looking forward to hosting 30 friends in Chicago.
Get a ticket to support me.
Best,
Queen BM.