I am tired of writing...
I think I should just stop! What do you think?
Abundance tribe. My favorite person. I am tired. I am really really really tired!
I work so hard, and sometimes I feel like I haven’t even started. I wanted to tell you that I will no longer write you again. I wanted to tell you that I want to stop sharing my story. I wanted to tell you I want to stop being a superwoman.
Here are the reasons I want to stop…
The thought of moving to a new city, I tell you is emotional-I am moving to Chicago in a week. I am so fucking scared!
While I was preoccupied with the thought that I no longer should be writing and perhaps, I should begin to pay attention to falling in love again, and just selfishly focus on myself and my own needs- I can’t. I am wired not to look away.
I wanted to share this with you, and of course, I could not resist writing you.
I was also reminded that as much as I may feel exhausted, many lives have been (and are being) touched by my stories. How do you stop writing when you keep hearing such heartwarming stories from people?
And of course, just when I thought I should stop writing, another amazing feat in the bag!
One of my two papers got accepted at the National Communication Association (NCA) conference in November.
How then do you stop writing?
These little things should remind us that we should never stop grinding because those time/hours spent will always make all the difference.
You don’t see the result when you begin, you see it when you’re about to throw in the towel…
Abundance is here, my friend!
I was working out today, and I found myself recording what I consider a useful 3 mins, 45 seconds video here. (I think it is useful, but I will let you decide for sure).
You should watch it if you are feeling down like me.
Let me reveal a hack you can use right now if you are feeling like you’re not such a superhero.
Keep a journal. Write the things you have achieved if you have them. Or write the things that make you appreciate yourself.
I did the same, and I think it made me feel better.
You can watch (the videos- I made three actually because I created three characters while making the videos- I was messing around lol).
Here’s character BM:
Here’s Baby AJ
Here’s uncle Abby (the scary one)
This is the last Sunday of the month. I wanted to appreciate the following amazing scholars for engaging by sending me emails to cheer me up, leaving comments or even liking/sharing.
This month, celebrate with me…
Scholar Kemi Adeusi
Scholar Ejeh Samuel King
Scholar Abubakar Sesay
Scholar Grace Godwin
Scholar Elizabeth Ivuongbe
Scholar Olaide Titilola
If I miss your name, just send me a comment and I send a shout out your way in the coming week/month.
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I pray that you have a wonderful week. Be good okay?
I love you so much.
Your Queen,
Bisola-Mariam(BM).
